Last post
we talked about what Biblical principles are.
I want to
warn you that this post is more personal and contains nothing particularly
profitable, so you may not want to spend the time to read it.
I wrote it for me. The Biblical principles
on how wives can get their husbands to get them new furniture will have to
wait. I just kinda wrote my thoughts and
rambled on. (What’s funny about this
paragraph, in light of what I wrote below, is the fact that I equate
profitability with the presence of significant and well communicated principles
– because this post has no principles, I think of it being unprofitable. J )
I have studied
and taught Biblical principles ever since I could walk as a baby Christian. The first Sunday morning teaching I did was
on the principles of tithing and giving and why it would be a great blessing to
your life to tithe. As a person who
works in engineering, this is my bent to see things in cause and effect terms. As a male, I am a problem solver, so I am
looking for Biblical ways to solve problems.
As a sinner, I am looking for what works for me. As a proud person, I want my life finally
come together and work, so I can feel like I am not the messed up, broken down,
undisciplined person that I am.
To me,
Biblical principles had to be the key to progress. There just had to be a way to get my life
together. Certainly all the Christian
authors and teachers espoused that.
After all, most of the books I read were espousing the principle driven
life. Then the King of Principles comes
along – Bill Gothard. He is like crack
for my principally thirsty soul. He
takes principles to a whole new level, with standards to go with them. He is the master of “non-optional principles”,
of “keys to success” and helpful information.
One of my first song rewrites was “Sweet Betsy of ATI” which described a
trip to an ATI conference. I think it
captures the spirit of being inundated with materials and thinking “this year we’ll
get it together.” (Before we crucify
Bill Gothard, however, let us realize that these verses have the spirit of
about any homeschool conference that I have ever been to – “programs and
materials are the key to getting your homeschool life together.")
Anyway,
here’s part of the song…
Have you ever heard of sweet Betsy
from Pike,
Who home schooled her children with
her husband Ike?
They signed on with ATI; they never
knew
What Jesus had gotten their family
into.
They got all their booklets and
planners and such.
Said Ike, “I think, Betsy, this is
a bit much.
It seems we have bitten more than
we can chew.”
But Betsy said, “No other program
will do.”
They did all their worksheets,
resources and more.
They looked for new rhemas each
morning at four.
The kids all did projects; they
learned Matthew Five.
They started to wonder how long
they’d survive.
In early November they finally gave
out.
They cried out to God to supply a
way out.
He said, “Up to Knoxville
in June you must go
For help and refreshment from all
of this woe.”
(A number of verses about the trip,
then at the conference…)
They heard twenty teachings on all
kinds of stuff,
And Betsy thought she just could
not get enough.
She filled up two notebooks, but
wrote it so fast,
They had to put Betsy’s right hand
in a cast.
They heard Mr. Gothard and Ike was
so glad
For a thirty point teaching on
being a dad.
They were strengthened, encouraged
and ready to go,
And Ike felt that they could defeat
any foe.
Ike cried to Betsy, “Sweet wife,
never fear!
I think we can go back and try one
more year.
We’re armed with great teaching and
tons of God’s grace,
And our home will be known as the
World’s Greatest Place .”
So they headed on back to start
over once more
With booklets, resources and
worksheets galore.
And Ike started singing when Betsy
surmised,
“It will be worth it all when we
see Christ!”
So Bill and I, we were a match made in heaven. And the standards part lined up perfectly
with Sue’s natural approach to child raising, so we were in. I was now armed and dangerous and could
principle myself and others to death.
However,
despite all the study, the teachings, the lists, the principles and the bullet
points, one principle I see in my life is this: principles don’t bring
change. I get this sad, heavy, weeping
spirit when I look at my old journals – and many of my not-so-old journals. They are brimming with continual striving and
searching for principles and for discipline and control and change. And over the 30 years since becoming a Christian, my principles and striving
have gotten me nowhere. I even have a “Principles
of Change” piece I wrote. And in all the
ways that I wanted to change over the years, I am basically still the same person. I read my journals and think, “You poor,
misguided soul. Why did you waste all
that time on that which was not profitable?”
But
thanks be to God, who always leads us in His triumph in Christ! There’s hope!
But I’m going to bed right now.
Maybe we’ll talk some more on my next post.
This is quite a post. Scary. But dead on true.
ReplyDeleteI'm so thankful for grace. And God's transforming grace!!
Thanks for writing!